Is easy to bAd mouth...n is easi ta sae others
But when it happens on u e veri same tin..
how it feel?
Hu ta blame?
U? MI? HE? SHE? THEM?
Juz blame it on my luck..
Hu ask mi so suai...
Mi ta be blame...
Frm beginin ta e end is all my fault..
If i hafent been so wantin ta do...
Tins wld nv haf happen..

Is easy ta push blame ta others...
But y?
Wld it make mi feel betta after tt?
The ans is nope...
Did had e tot of pushin the blame...
But it didnt help...
E guilt in u juz cldnt be push off...
Cuz is done by u...
U're responible...
Not them...

Best part of it...
Hu ta share n tell...
No 1...
But is painful ta keep it ta 1 self
Luckili i did share n tell e 1...
Thanx pal it was great tokin ta u...
It did cleared sum pain...
But wat has been done is done...
Cant be easili 100% cleared...

Realli..
E nite was hard ta spent...
Hafin ta cover up myself w excuses...
In e dark...
In my veri own room...
In my cosi little bed...
W my cosy blanket....

E veri nxt dae....
Swollen eye...
Swollen face...
Swollen mouth...
Swollen head...
Swollen hand...

Hu ta care n share...
No 1 ...
But ta cover up myself w excuses...
Is hard ta share ..
N is hard ta ask 4 care...

Hu ta blame...
But mi....
worryin of my everi new dae...
my future steps..
even e veri 2ml is difficult ta survive...
is a challenge...
or is it an obstacle...
i wld nv noe...

Minds r usualli awake...
Ta tell u common sense...
u noe wat u r suppose ta do...
veri clear...
but it is juz hard ta do..
in reality...

Hu will noe my roads ahead?...
No 1 but mi....
Will i juz fall n nv stand up again?...
Or will i stand up frm my fall n start a new mi?....
I nv noes... ...


Dewa.... Mata........... Thursday, December 20, 2007